Healed - to restore soundness. To set right.
When I look at myself in a mirror, what do I see?
Does my image reflect who I have been told I am?
What image of myself do I think God sees?
"What dynamite we handle when we lift a mirror or bend toward one."
Several years ago, when company work took me "on the road" and I ended up spending more time than I liked crammed in airline seats, I decided that checking luggage was a no-win situation. I purchased one of those functional totes that slipped under the seat of a plane with great ease, and I was able to cram all my necessities of life into one bag. Getting through the travel maze was much faster. This certainly isn't the case now!
With time, I found certain items in my carry-on luggage didn't survive the journey very well. The first casualty of my new found travel routine was a hand mirror I had purchased in college. It had a plastic border which was as tough as iron. But during one trip - the mirror inside cracked in half - a perfect line running from top to bottom. The mirror didn't shatter or fall out of its plastic frame - there was just a big line down the center of the glass.
Even though the mirror was broken, it was functional, except for the place in the middle of my lips where my reflection and the crack seemed to come together. Putting on lipstick became a little game to see which side of my mouth was higher than the other. It didn't take long to realize if I looked on the left side of the crack, I could get my whole mouth into a spot where everything looked fine. But, the rest of my face was distorted and cut off.
About this time you might be thinking to yourself, "Why didn't she just get a new mirror?
Well, the fact is, I became comfortable with that old mirror. It continued to travel with me. And no more cracks formed. I had it a long time. I got used to a line running down my face. My distorted reflection became all too familiar. So I settled for less. I became content with the "cracked" look.
Today, in our devotional we are planting seeds. Those tiny morsels that grow and bloom into something beautiful when tended with water and loving care. And we are just like plants. The seeds we sow, what has been planted in us, grows up to become the reflection we see in the mirror of our lives.
If you were told years ago that you were ugly, when you look at yourself now, that may be the only image that comes into your mind. If you were told you wouldn't amount to anything, which might be the vision you carry with you everyday. However, if you believe you are loved - like no other person on earth - what do you see when you look into the mirror? If our vision ahs been distorted, we need to get a new picture of who we are. We need a new mirror - God's mirror. We need to see ourselves as God sees us. We need to look into God's heavenly mirror where an unblemished reflection is all we can see.
The Apostle Paul, in his first letter to the Christians living in the city of Corinth, evidently realized they were having a problem with their "mirrors," as well. Here is what he told his young friends:
"Now we are looking in a mirror that gives only a dim or blurred reflection, but when wholeness comes, we'll see in reality."
I Corinthians 13: 12, Amplified Bible
To more clearly understand what Paul was saying, I reread the entire chapter, especially verse 11 that leads into the text I referenced. In this verse Paul says: "I was a child but as I matured, grew, came to know Jesus better, my childish, imperfect view, my flawed view, my cracked view was replaced with God's reality. A real view that sees me in His perfection." (Paraphrase, I Corinthians 13: 12).
The cracked mirror of my "childhood" is replaced with a perfect mirror of God's "personhood." I become what He sees for He is transforming my life every day. And Paul ends verse 12 by saying that soon, "I will (you will) understand, clearly, how I am understood and viewed by God." It's all in what I'm looking into. My cracked mirror - or God's perfect mirror.
If you happen to think there's just too much damage done - if you feel your mirror isn't only cracked, it's shattered, then I want to share these beautiful words written by theologian J. I. Packer, in his book, Knowing God:
"There is tremendous relief in knowing that His love for me is utterly realistic, based at every point on prior knowledge of the worst about me, so that no discovery now can disillusion Him about me, in the way I am so often disillusioned about myself, and quench His determination to bless me."
God has looked in "His" mirror and He loves what He sees. It's you in all your beauty, reflecting His image. No cracks. No flaws. No blemishes.
"What marvelous love the Father has extended to us! Just look at it - we're called children of God! That's who we really are."
I John 3: 1, 2, The Message
"And we, with nothing between us and God, our faces shining with the brightness of His face, are being transformed into His likeness with ever-increasing glory, as God enters our lives and we become like Him."
II Corinthians 3: 18, The Message
Dorothy Valcàrcel, Author
When A Woman Meets Jesus
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