Maybe I'm stating the obvious to some, but I titled this post with words I need to remember often.
You don't have to do it all.
When I get an idea, I feel the need to act. When I see a need, I feel compelled to fill it. When I think someone else should do something, I feel their need and want to make sure they do it. If not, I might do it for them. (that's codependency in action)
When there are loads of decisions to make and far too many things to fill the calendar with, I either get overwhelmed and stop doing altogether or take it all on and eventually wear myself out.
Until I remember this...
You don't have to do it all.
You can't do it all.
You'll be OK.
He's got it all.
Not Doing it All Made Room for Other Things
What I thought would get done in the last few months didn't get done. What I thought was most important, at least for writing related work, didn't get attended to and that's a hard reality to swallow for this driven-gal. It's not just the desire to create that motivates me, but knowing this content could be helpful to others. It's the love I have for the work I do and the people I serve.
I said yes to other things which meant saying no to writing things. Will I accept the OK-ness of my limitedness?
In September, my 21-year-old son took my granddaughter to meet my parents in Kansas. I went with him. away from writing work for a few days but gave the gift of precious time with loved ones.
We visited the park where dad's volunteer efforts paid off. After years of fundraising, one small community got a new playground and a half-mile walking trail. My sweet granddaughter climbed that playground with her dad and great-granddad while happy tears filled my eyes.
In November, we traveled to MN for our first Thanksgiving there since I moved away over twenty years ago. I laughed with my sister, watched cousins play, enjoyed the frozen falls of Minnehaha, and Daddy D got to see his brother too. That's a whole 'other story for another day, and it's not my story to tell. It's amazing God-thing, y'all.
By December, I was all things Christmas and focused on family. Our five kids, my soon-to-be daughter-in-law, and my granddaughter came under one roof. As our kids get older, opportunities for the lot of us to get together are few. I went into overdrive with all the plans so it felt crazy during the weeks leading up to it, but I don't regret it.
I chose high activity to foster memories that last.
this busyness, I intentionally said yes to projects, helping our son purge his room and paint it and selling vintage store catalogs to raise money for Christmas presents. I also said yes days with lots of margin so I could soak up time with God and we could plan family outings especially during my 's visit from CA.
Intentionally saying yes to these activities meant indirectly saying no to other things, like blog posts, new videos, sending out newsletters, and planned social content.
I wanted good things, staying consistent with writing and creating new content. I chose other good things.
I don't have to do it all.
I can't do it all.
I do it all.
He holds it all together and only asks me to do my part.
Sometimes, my part isn't as big as I think it is. Sometimes, it's more.
You Can Do What You Can Do, But You Can't Do It All
My kids and Daddy D remind me of this too. One son said I should sit back, relax, and listen to Buble' throughout December. But this child to plan as I am.
It's to know when to stop and when to keep going. Is it? Or maybe that's not an issue for you like it is for me. Ever feel the pressure to do more, finish more, do it all?
Maybe you mentally know you can't do it all, but something drives you internally to feel you should. You think you have to, because if someone doesn't, who will. It's rationalization and most of us are all too familiar with it.
Too many plans and the planner gets worn, frustrated, grumpy, and ready to sleep instead of play.
Too little plans and things don't get done or chaos reigns. We end up in perpetual conversations of, "I don't know." "What's to eat?" "Can we afford that?" "What do you want to do?" "Who's turn is it to do this?"
We need to choose what to say yes or no to. When we do this intentionally, we experience greater peace about not doing the thing we once felt compelled to do.
When I apply this principle, my spirit's not completely assuaged, but slowly, this process helps relieve built-up anxiety from the belief I have to do.
I can do what I can do, but I can't do it all.
I don't have to do it all.
I do it all either.
And neither do you.
Our Doing Says Yes to One Thing and No to Another
I take on too much responsibility. This is the way of many who wrestle with codependency and people pleasing. Of those who struggle to rest in not doing, or accepting their own limitations, or setting boundaries for self and soul.
Whether it's the holidays, vacation planning, or day-in and day-out living with the people in our circles, we have choices to make about what we can do and what we can't. We have to let things go to do other things.
Saying yes to one person or activity means indirectly saying no to others.
Where will we say no? Will we do it intentionally to make space for other yeses, or will we let our yeses choose our for us?
You Might Be Doing For Others What They Need to Do
Maybe all this doing is because we're doing more than our part.
If we've done for others what they can do for themselves, we're enabling them and disabling ourselves.
We're saying yes to them when we need to say yes somewhere else. Remember, we can't say yes without also saying no, even if it's unintentional or unknown.
When we stop doing what we've done, some may have to face decisions that aren't easy but help them grow. Not doing for others what they can do for themselves, especially when this is a common way of operating and the pattern of a relationship, provides a perspective shift for ourselves and others.
We might realize we've been doing things we don't need to do. Maybe it's because it's not up to us to do. Maybe it's not our season. Maybe we're meant to say yes to other things.
our people pleasing meter gives a false reading, telling us that all this doing is helping others, but it's not. And it's weighing us down so we don't do the things we're called to do.
When we do things because we feel duty bound, there's a good chance we're doing them for unhealthy reasons. The duty we feel is self-imposed.
Choosing What Not To Do
We can let go of unnecessary things good things that seem right when we listen to the Spirit's nudge for His right in that season.
What was right for us a few months ago, may not be the right thing
Ask Him what's He saying now. What does He want to say today that might yesterday?
What we let go of for carrying responsibility that was never ours to carry.
[box] If you something you wanted to do to do something for others, remember this was your choice. Not theirs. You took on that responsibility. It's a hard thing to swallow, but accepting this truth will free you to choose yeses and nos with . Resentment builds towards another person when we say yes to others without recognizing the no we simultaneously say to ourselves. It builds even more when they don't do what we think they should because we said yes. [/box]
Those hard to let go of things, the ones we feel compelled to do and have done for years, may be the things we need . Maybe for a season. Maybe not at all.
When we can't do it, we can be OK. We need to remember it's not up to us to make it all OK for ourselves and everyone else.
Because we can't do it all, we're reminded how much we need who has it all under His care.
When we don't do it all, we're reliant on who cares more for us, or anyone else, than we ever could.
We do it all and we don't have to either.
Cultivated Resources:
Unleash: Heart & Soul Care Sheets can help you work through the thoughts and feelings you have around what you're doing or not doing. using these regularly you might notice themes that identify unhealthy beliefs or unhealed hurts. You'll also God to speak and learning to hear from Him. I what He already wants to say to you. But He does. How about making space to listen today?
These books on boundaries cover various aspects of our lives and souls. They are helpful for identifying healthy limits and learning to live within them. Click through to the page and scroll to the section for Boundaries.
Heart Check-In:
{the following questions can help you motives and underlying beliefs that may keep you doing more than you need to be doing}