In Every Season // One Girl's Journey Through Infertility

Originally published Thursday, 23 February 2012.



There has been something brewing in my heart and my life that I've been wrestling over to make public for a long time. It's a story. It's a sad story with a happy ending yet to come. It's a story I vowed to God that if He wanted me to, I would tell the world about. 


This isn't a story I wanted to tell. It took me a while to even write it down because then it would make it real. I don't want it to be real. But I know there is someone out there that needs to hear it. And since I am a big believer in people telling their stories for the encouragement of others, I will tell mine.


This isn't a pity party. I often say that broken people can seldom relate with someone who isn't currently broken. Broken people relate with other broken people, so that's what this is. I really wanted to wait til I was on the other side of this messy part of my life, but I know that's not the best state to be in to communicate the emotion, desperation, and yet the hope I have. 


In every season, God is still God and I have a reason to sing, I have a reason to worship.

This book is for us. 

For me, because writing out the ugly and raw feelings of this battle was healing and insightful.

For you, because, well, I want you to know you're not alone. Whoever you are. 


Some of you might remember the 5-part series I did on our recent struggle through infertility. Thankfully, the stormy waters have settled a bit since then, and though the brokenness has been far from mended, perspective is beginning to outweigh the misery. 


You all responded with such encouragement and warmth and I wanted to thank you. Ask Ty, I would cry reading your emails, comments, and Facebook messages. 


It was so freeing to know that I wasn't carrying this burden alone anymore and that more of you than I had known, had been through this nightmare. 

What is the book?
In this short E-book (downloadable, not in print), I have expanded on that 5-part series. There are more details, stories, inspiration, thoughts and emotions that depict this oh-so-common battle I am discovering, a lot of women experience. 

What this book is NOT.
This book is NOT medicinal nor diagnostic. 
This book is NOT open for opinion or commentary. 
This book is NOT sugar-coated.
This book is NOT meant to generalize every person's story. 
This is mine and you have yours. Some may be similar and others will be quite different. 

Cost $0.99 (only to cover the cost of design work.)
I didn't want to charge the average amount for this book because I feel one shouldn't have to pay to be related with. One pays for product or services, but not encouragement and relationship. 

How do I purchase the book? Easy as 1-2-3
1. Click on the "Add to Cart" button above or click here and you will be redirected to a safe  purchasing page. 
2. After your purchase has been made, make sure you click "Complete Your Purchase."
3. You will be redirected to click a safe Download link and your book will begin downloading immediately. 

So many have made me feel less and less alone, and I hope you feel the same way as you read through the pages and tears of our journey. 



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