“I want control”
- 2016 Jul 28
There are things—and people—we just can’t change.
At least not on our own.
But we really, really want to. We want to control the situation, change this person, change ourselves.
We push and pull against God, asking Him to come, to fix this particular situation, change this person, transform us. We are frustrated, struggling to lay down our expectations to God. We desire freedom, surrender, hope. But we don’t know how to get there, live in that place of peace.
So we battle, mainly within ourselves, occasionally pleading with God for help.
We so need to hear what God’s take is on our situation. We are desperate to hear what He has to say.
We’re not alone. There are women, just like us, who struggle with this too.
Elisabeth tries to keep it all together, battling with pride. She is resistant to confession, repentance, community. She asks God, “How do I be a better person?” She fears she is a mess and doesn’t know how to change.
Clementine is mourning the loss of her mom who died of cancer. She has believed the lie that she needs to have it all together, be strong and perfect and good, as a way to help her mom when she was sick. She asks God, “Did I love well enough?” She fears she can’t be perfect, and this haunts her.
Bree is a mom of a teenager. She misses connection with her son, and she struggles with this new loss of control she feels in not being able to change the circumstances he faces or influence him the way she would like. She asks God, “What will I do next?” She fears she can’t be the mom her son needs her to be.
I see parts of myself in each of these women. Wow, yes, I struggle with surrendering control.The stories of Elisabeth, Clementine, and Bree are fictional, yet inspired by prayer. They are a few of the women of Breathing Eden, a book of conversations with God on light, fresh air, and new things.
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Which woman sounds most like you? In what area of your life do you want to surrender control? I would love to know and pray with you.
This post appeared originally at jenniferjcamp.com