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love4theLord -> RE: losing faith (7/19/2008 7:53:13 PM)
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Hi Digger, welcome!! I am glad you are here.. Let me tell you first, you are not lying to yourself, this is satan lying to you to get you away from God. He is trying to get you to losen your grip on the Lord, your faith, your trust until you just let go all together. Then he won't have to bother with you at all because you won't be a threat since you aren't following God anymore. He is on you so strong right now because you have these feelings, so obviously you are doing right by god and satan hates that, SO, this is a good thing..Trust me, I have been in your shoes before and then all of a sudden like a month passed by and that dark cloud finally lifted. No matter how low I felt, or how much I felt like I would prayed and God wasn't there, or went to church and felt nothing, I just kept going and going. I started seeing a slite change and just forced myself to focus more and more on god. Every time something would go wrong or I was having a bad day, I would catch it and just start talking and praying to the Lord. I finally started seeing a change, God answers in his timing, and now I realize he was doing this and testing me and it worked, then he finally answered my prayers. He saw that I was refocusing on him and just giving him my problems. I just kept reading my bible and attending any church functions, and realized God wanted me counting on him and trusting in him.. Keep your head up and just pray to the Lord, pray for him to show himself to you, ask him to guide you, and just keep reading in the bible everyday. Things will start to change and just keep going... I will be praying for you friend! kc
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