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jbow -> RE: Hard-Wired toward the Cross (4/23/2008 9:36:33 AM)
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Great post Walker, as usual. I see this in people who go to church because they always went, because their family always went, people who seem to have a predisposition toward doing the right things morally, who may or may not be actually saved but they seem predisposed to be "nice". I am not one of them. I am predisposed toward perversion, drug abuse, and any other sinfulness you can think up. I am definately with you in the struggle to stay on course, but I have found God to be faithful... thankfully. I can be sanctified and delivered one week and if I am not careful I will be lost in the woods the next week. I think the very thing you are talking about is the reason that God made a point to make it clear to us in His word that He see's and judges according to the heart of man and not strictly according to our actions. The heart is unknowable by man, we don't even know our own heart but God know's it. He said, "to whom much is given, much is required". Some of us are Joshua or Moses or Daniel types and others of us are Mephibosheth or Lot types. Some of us are more like Paul and some more like Peter. Some David, some Solomon, some Saul. None perfect, all in need of grace... some need more some less but the Lord has enough for each of us no matter how much more I may need than you. I am 56 years old and the biggest thing I have learned through my long, stumble of a Christian walk is this... God is faithful. His grace is sufficient. He does not give up. If I run from Him, I run into Him. If I hide from Him, He find's me. If I go into some abomination He is there when I come to my senses. I have learned that He love's me. I have learned that I am secure in Him and this security is not based on my performance but rather it is based on what I have learned of His nature. For instance, He does not give to me in response to my giving, rather, He gives to me because He want's to. He does not love me because I love Him, rather I love Him because He first loved me. I have learned to believe His word... even though I seem to be hardwired to rebelliousness and I easily wander, I am hardwired toward self destruction... He is my healer and my keeper. I sometimes think thatI see a difference between myself and many others... some people seem to have come to a point in their life, (somewhere, sometime), where they attained some kind of perminate repentance, a point where they gained a control over their flesh and they seem to have managed somehow, to stay there. As for me I usually feel like a 56 year old child... The apostle was talking right to me when he said, "let him who think's he stands, take heed lest he fall". It seems like anytime I think things are going well spiritually, I am about to stumble... (probably because I always seem to be about to stumble). I am definately not hardwired toward the cross, God placed me there anyway. I keep trying to crawl off it but He keep's me there. He is faithful. Julien
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