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makarizo -> RE: Jesus Christ - Let's Share about Him! (5/25/2006 9:11:14 PM)
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When I pour out my soul in me, empty myself out and give it all to God, during the trying moments in my life, I usually sit at the piano and sing this: How can I say thanks for the things you have done for me things so undeserved, yet You give to prove your love to me the voices of a million angels could not express my gratitude. all that I am, or ever hope to be, I owe ti all to thee. (usually in tears by this point) to God be the glory to God be the glory to God be the glory for the things He has done. With His blood He has saved me, with His power He has raised me, to God be the glory for the things He has done. Just let me live my life, let it be pleasing, Lord to Thee, and should I gain any praise let it go to Calvery. with His blood He has saved me, with His power He has raised me. To God be the glory for the things He has done. Even tho I was raised in an overly conservative, ritualisitically ultra holy, in the bible, - this is right, this is wrong, Type of family............ I was an accident, and an unwanted baby. not a guess, I listened to that garbage, along with some other icky stuff, other icky actions, that are now buried in a gigantic ocean of love and forgiveness. what is so amazing to me, -looking back- while my identity was being stripped from me, I was finding, at a very young age, my identity in Christ. God took good care of me, and let me start reading at a very early age. I read the bible, took notes meditated,, talked to God for hours as early as 4 years old. I have some very vivid memories of all this. My entire existence was about living for Jesus, thru all the trauma, it merely fed the flame. quote:
Has your image of God been at times distorted due to misrepresentations This happened in my 16th summer, something happene, a series of events, and I was deceived, became angry at God, and stepped out of my faith for a season....... a very short season that ended death.
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